Down the back roads of Kentucky, nestled in a curve, and framed by trees, sits a little brick church. On Sunday morning you will find a gathering of people dressed in their Sunday best looking to find love. Pews line the walls as you walk down the aisle towards the alter, a wooden bench soaked in tears, drenched in hope, drowning in sorrows. As the singing begins you won't notice any fancy lighting, slide shows, or mist seeping from under the band. Just people, their voices brought on by a pitch pipe, and the occasional harmonizing of baby cries . The preacher won't read from an already made script, perhaps he won't need to preach. And you can visibly watch as the Holy Spirit makes it's way around the small, but powerful congregation. This is home.
Nearly 20 years ago I found salvation on that wooden alter. That's where it all begins. I find myself right back on that cool October night. From the outside looking in, not much has changed. The same hymnals still echo off the walls, many of the same faces fill the room. And the smell, that smell , I don't think that will ever change. But it's different. 20 years ago I was a kid. Some have gone on, some have moved away, others quit coming. Many new faces, and many the same, though the mark of time has enhanced their beauty. A lot can change in 20 years, and a lot can stay the same. No, it's not exactly the same, but that smell, that feeling, the Holy Spirit, yes that has always been a consistent piece of home.
I've been away from that home for four years now. Finding time during short trips back to make my way to that brick church. I have learned a lot in those four years, and grown more in my faith away than I believe would have been possible there. I've carried that October night around with me, and learned that Jesus, God, the Holy Spirit is in me. It isn't something you go out to "find", but something embedded inside of you. It's something that once you find, though you may forget it's there, it can never be lost.
So it's my prayer that through life I grow more in love with God and Christ. That I get to know them on a deeper level. That I challenge myself each and every day to never become complacent in Christ, but to remember I am born of Christ. I can always do better, be better. I don't want to simply walk like Christ, but with Christ, each and every day.
Hey, hey.... It's Singles' Day....
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